Amylwa

okay, it's been a long, long time. i'm sorry.

there were ALOT of messages in my folder, and as such, because there were far too many, and because alot of the journal entries were very far out of date, i just deleted them altogether. to be honest, i'm not really going to make a commitment to this site like i was in the past; i don't use the internet nearly as much as i did when i was on this site so much more. and i can't really write much anymore, so i guess i don't have much to contribute.

thankyou for all the favourites, watches, llamas, etc, because this has all been fantastic.

i'm not going to delete or permanently move my account, but i feel as if i should let you know that i'm not going to make nearly as much an effort as i would normally. all the pieces i write here are here for you to read, and i'll continue to put pieces up, but be aware i rarely write anymore.

the last four to six months have been life changing. nothing bad as such has happened, but quite a few amazing things have happened. well, it's been a good year thus far, if i do say so myself. i don't really want to write down every single thing, to be honest. i just...  yeah.

and if you want me to view something, a piece of work maybe, or if you're having a current issue [ie, that you talked about in a recent or not journal] you want to talk about with me, i'm all ears.

<sub>hi all. i've spent alot of time away from deviantart [and most of the internet altogether] and for that, i am SO sorry. i'm hoping when school starts, things will hopefully go back to normal. i haven't been writing in the last few days, though i did upload some things in early january...

well, i go back to school tomorrow, and, oh my god, is this semester going to be great! my electives are music and french, and i'm starting piano, too, aswell as continuing with my singing lessons. in music, we have four guitars, a bass, drums, piano, and vocals, so, if you have any songs that could fit those guidelines, that, would be amazing. :3 [don't stress much about the plentiful guitars, though, if you do decide to help me.]

I've just read the Boy In The Striped Pyjamas, and, i was disappointed with my correct guess of the ending half way through. we're studying it this year at some point, so, it'll be interesting to see what aspects we're going to cover. and, when i watched the movie, and i couldn't even think. there are no words.

ANYWAY.

and so, all year 8s had to take a PAT test last year, for Maths. so, we're looking at general mathematics at the year eight level [kids around 13-14]. i was the only one in my entire school who got 100. can you believe that! :3 that means, that i rank at #97 in the whole country, [i'm assuming only 3-4 other people in the country got a 100.] so, i'm damn proud about that! (:

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<sub>WELL, my deviantART premium membership expires in a few days. D':  I'm just hoping one of my friends gives me another one for my birthday. here's to hoping.

anywhoozle, for my watchers, I've decided that there are seven slots to be filled. the first seven people to comment will get three of my favourite of their works featured. don't be shy, :3

1. Christianthewriter a lovely writer, who [wears cute panda hats and] puts emotion into everything he writes. (:
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2. xSammyKayx multi talented, and gorgeous. (: Sammy has some amazing drawings, and her imagination is just, wow.  

Letters i shall never give.To a friend whose face is unknown,
Thankyou for cheering me up. You make me smile - something that is so simple and yet rare in the past months. Keep your smile on your face - it never should leave. One day I shall help you find your wings - I'm sure you've lost them somewhere.
To a friend whose voice is unheard,
You inspire me to do a thousand things - things that I may or may not have done before, and things I gave up a long time ago. Somehow, you remind me of someone I once held close. One day I shall hear your voice.
To a friend whose touch is like electricity,
You make me hot and cold. You drive me insane [but in a good way]. I wish I saw you more often, even though most days are accompanied with your touch. Your smile. Your everything. My everything.  <3
To a friend who moved away,
I miss you more everyday and I cherish those rare late night conversations. We have to catch up soon, or I swear I'll go crazy. You've made me hold onto my sanity more than once. You've ma
Dark Abyss.'Smile, even if the world is crashing around you.'
Weakness means failure; never fail.
Keep up the appearance that everything's okay.
Put on more masks; play happy families.
Outside and alone; don't ask for help.
Cracks growing on the mirror; just wait for it to shatter.
Scared.
Lonely.
Darkness.
Drowning.
I'm smiling.

3. RACHiiBABii my gorgeous best friend, an amazing photographer, and intermediate doller.




4. doofilein a lovely digital artist, slight fangirl and wonderful animator.




5. nevergoneforever a gorgeous writer, with intricate detailing in and around all of her pieces.
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6. toDanceintheRain quite a brilliant artist, with some gorgeous writings still hidden away in her gallery.
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