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in the space of a few minutes, i turned off my windows 98 desktop computer. i'd pulled everything from my wardrobe and just stuffed it into a large bag i found behind the door. i turned off the lights, and stood in the dark, knowing i couldn't stay long.

my lips were quivering, my fingers numb. i couldn't breathe too well, but i still walked, dragging my things outside. i shut the door on my way out, slid your keyring underneath the door with a feeling of resignation flooding every limb, every trace of me.

i'd been waiting for this; this day where i'd finally be able to disappear. i'd walked about half a mile when i flipped out my phone and punched in your number, and a short message, there's really no way to reach me,

and after i sent the text, i cracked open the back of the phone and tore out the sim card. snapping it in half, i smiled as i threw it on the side of the road, the last remnants that i was here.

and further i walked. just kept on going, one foot infront of the other.

and i smiled, stretching happiness to each corner of my face,

this is it,
[["there's really no way to reach me," is taken from the song Vienna by the Fray. get on that.]]

and i would like to leave behind everything, just to see who would miss me.
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RACHiiBABii Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2011
thats how i feel half the time at mums x}
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Amylwa Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
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sergant55 Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2011
i think the same thing every day but there really is no way to know until it happens, dont push others away to find who will miss you just take them in and you know who will in the end :)
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Amylwa Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
yeah, it seems i'll never know, x] i wouldn't have the heart to leave everything behind,
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sergant55 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2011
i say the same i guess it all depends on the day and the feeling
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Amylwa Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
indeedy,
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